The metaphor of spring is one that I am particularly fond of, for I am becoming more and more acutely aware of the fact that winter erodes one's reservoirs of cheerfulness, even despite one's best efforts. My Great-aunt Winifred described March as "one of the most tiresome months of the year." Winter hasn't loosened its grip yet, and even though most of the snow is gone, there are still new storms, and cold.
Most of my ancestors were settlers, cowboys and mountain men, in the times of the Old West. Winter, for them, brought bitter cold and hunger, of which I am proud to say they thrived in. Murat Blevans, my great-great grandfather, was said to have given the shirt off his back to anyone in need, and did indeed once give his wool mittens to an old man driving a team in the middle of a snow storm. He'd go out onto the road and practically force passersby to come in and eat, even if he had barely enough for himself. I hope that will be said of me someday. The winters were marked with hardship, and spring brought life and the hope that they thought had long fled away.
And this simplest of things, spring, is synonymous with rebirth. Yesterday I walked back from class, and instead of holding my head down to keep the rain from hitting my face, I turned my face toward heaven and sang with all the angels. I rode my bike out toward Parker Road, and was reminded of just how nice it is to see the moon. The stars seemed to grab me by the throat and threaten me that I ought to tell the world of God's power and mighty love, as though I had forgotten in the long months of being under a cloud. The smell of the river pulsed through me, the dark branches of the trees overhead flew by. And I knew then that the winter was not going to last forever, and that spring was coming.
I profess to love rain and the cold, and I do. There is something intoxicating about snow-covered mountains and oversized jackets. It makes you appreciate warmth. But spring... you don't have to hide anymore. It's glorious and wonderful and freeing. Your soul is reborn under the warmth of the Sun.
So as much as I hate overused metaphors, here goes: Springtime is like the Gospel. You see the Son face to face, and wonder what in heavens name you were doing before, being content to live in a shadow. New things are planted in your heart, and they now are free to grow. Your heart can't be cold anymore, it warms and is ready to accept new teaching and ready to be molded further by God. You can see farther, much farther into reality than you ever new existed before, because the fog is gone and the darkness has fled away.
It's always like springtime with You, making all things new,
Your light is breaking through the dark.
Your love it is sweeter than wine,
Bringing joy, bringing life.
Your hope it is rising like the dawn...
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